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Weny is //VERY-VERY-Sad// on 23 May 2005 ; Monday

Now Playing // How Can U Mend A Broken Heart? //

Tell me.

How can you mend a broken heart?

You've hurt me.

So fucking much.....

Till I can see the colors in my life again, goodbye.

 

I'm so LONELY... :( I'm Miss LONELY.

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Win: Cannot la. I wont be around for another 2 weeks.

Emily: Difficult to arrange like that! We girls need lots of catching up!

Xhann: I miss you so much!!! Waiting for your mail leh. :(

Jac: But it's going there to work. How to "escape"?

Yee: Yea. At least go Bangkok can think about the food!!! Yummy.

Eloise: Yea. But what is there to change? I mean for myself?

Jamie: See u tomorrow. WOOHOO!

Amandy: No la. The lyrics very nice. Not meant to be a sad song actually. Maybe the tune.

Meidi: Eh. This is for you to guess!

Anna: Don't leave lor. Since your company gives you pay rise.

Xiao Ting: Heh. GUESS MY OCCUPATION. Answers will be out next entry. Hahaha.

Weny is //Sad// on 18 May 2005 ; Wednesday

Now Playing // Akon's Mr. Lonely //

GUESS MY OCCUPATION.

Since so many of you are wondering what exactly am I working as, I shall not keep you all in the dark anymore.

Actually.... I'm a flight stewardess, with Singapore Airlines.

Yea. This is why I dreaded flying so much. It's going to work you know! Who will be enthusiastic when going to work right.

EHHHHHHH!! Like real.

Actually... I became a nurse. With Mt. Elizabeth hospital now.

I work 10 hours everyday now and recently I have just been posted overseas to help out at their hospital because they are short handed. That's why lo.

EHHHHHHH!!! Like real.

Actually... I am a business manager.

Not easy being one. Especially now when I am in charge of 2 boutiques and have more staff under me. This coming Taipei trip is to solve some of the supplier problems.

EHHHHHH! Like real.

Ok la. Actually that time when I said I wanted to join the police force, I really did.

I've been posted overseas to undergo more training. And the upcoming Taipei trip is an overseas exchange program with the foreign police officers.

EHHHH!!!!!!! Like real.

Ok la ok la. I am just a stupid punk who wears funnily everyday and put super thick eye liner around my eyes.

I am going overseas for shopping cause I can't find any suitable clothes in Singapore that can make me look punk or outstanding enough.

EHHHH!! Like real again.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! I am a big fat liar and I like it!

GUESS MY OCCUPATION LA.

Winner gets no prize though. Wow. It's 2am. Time to go to bed. Hope I have the time to update one more time before I leave for Bangkok. I'm very busy you know.

Ciaoz.

 

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Helloz: Thank you. But I do meet with a lot of problems at times too. Like now lo.

Amandy: You too!

Eloise: Ya lo ya lo. I also want to change this stupid rule. But don't know leh. Very scary like that.

Emily: Whao! You are finally back!!!!! Sure anot? I steady one leh. ROM together!

Win: I believe you'll meet these people in your life soon. Come on. You're only 21. I just walk faster down this road. That's all. :)

Yee: Wa lao. Laugh at me. Sad la.

Jac: Siannnn. Hate to be tiny leh. Like very weird like that. But being tiny has all its advantages too. Haha. So don't know which is better. Being gigantic or tiny?

Weny is //Unhappy// on 11 May 2005 ; Wednesday

Now Playing // COCO's You Ni Jiu Gou Le //

On days like this, I feel that life sucks. Maybe PMS is coming or maybe it's just me. My mood changes very fast. Can be all lovey dovey one moment and all grumpy the next. Like now.

Haha. Don't know what I want. But I guess it's all because of my job. Have been having a lot of problems related to work lately. All I can do is to complain and complain about it and yet not do anything. Cause I need money. And no doubt this is one job that I enjoy doing and pays well.

So you all must be wondering then why am I complaining right? It only has to be one thing - The Management.

I'm getting so fed up and irritated with it I don't know if I can continue to tolerate and stay for the sake of my job scope.

People always say it's not THAT bad, it's not THAT bad. But it's still bad right?

Sigh.

Suddenly there is nothing to look forward to in life. Except during my off days or Bryan off days that we can meet up. Other than that, absolutely nothing at all. Makes my life so dull and pathetic.

My flights has been confirmed. I'll be leaving for Bangkok again this 20th. And 2 days after I return on the 26th, I'm flying off to Taipei. Won't be back for another week.

I'm totally not looking forward to this Taipei trip because... I just don't really feel like going. Will be so drained of energy from all the flying here and there. Wonder how air-stewardesses withstand all these.

Aiya. I just want to stay at home and sleep la.

 

Just to clarify in case anyone who reads my blog think I am a animal hater. NO, I DON'T HATE DOGS. I like patting on them. But to live or sleep with them is too much for me. It doesn't really mean I hate them la. Just that I DON'T LIKE to get too close to them. You know? Don't make me angry ah.

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Ikan: No leh. Just tied it in a messy pony tail. Haha.

2527: Hmmm... Ah?

Win: FYI, it is NOT Bryan's dog lor! It belongs to my cousin. But I don't like it very much also. Hahahaha.

Amanda: The mp3 very cheap only! But little memory la. 128M only.

Jac: Addicted to the food!!!

Yee: No leh. Why everyone ask me the same question? Do I look different just because I tie my hair?

Dele: Nah. Not mine. I don't like to keep dogs.

Jamie: Muahahahahahahaha.

Stan: You think I strike lottery or 4D meh? My cousin one la.

Weny is //Stress// on 09 May 2005 ; Monday

Now Playing // Coco's You Ni Jiu Gou Le //

This song is dedicated to BRYAN SNG. (Especially the chorus)

Don't know leh.

Suddenly very in the mood to talk about love. And to me, LOVE=BRYAN. So... Topic is Bryan lor. Hahaha. So crappy I can't stand it myself! But I like.

I know I have repeated this many many times but I still want to say it again. I can't believe I'm with BRYAN! I mean, nobody would have ever thought that right.

But yet we did. For almost 1.5 years already.

Seriously I have never been so in love before. I don't know what happened to me but I am so head over heels crazy about this policeman. People always say you'll meet 3 person in your life.

One, the person whom you love most.

Second, the person who love you most.

Lastly, the person who you grow old with.

Very sadly, these 3 person can never be the same person. Don't ask me why. It's just like that.

Up to this point of my life, I have already met the first 2 person in my life. At least this is what I think.

I LOVE BRYAN MOST.

And I dare say the second person destined to meet Bryan is ME.

But I really wish that Bryan is not the one I love most because I want to grow old with him. Then again so contradicting right? Aiya. Don't know what I talking about. Eeeyer. Don't like that la. Someone change the rules can. The person whom you love most can be with same person to grow old with you can? Please please please.

I feel so helpless.

It's 2am now and I'm sputtering nonsense. I think I am going to die.

HELP.

I love this picture because I look so tiny and protected in my sweetie's arms. Hahaha.

(Thou' I look really ugly in this picture.)

 

Nice Song!!!

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Shi: We're meeting tmr!!

Kelvin: Ya lo ya lo. This is the whole idea of friendster anyway. To link friends together.

Amandy: I used to hate you, you know… But cause of some stupid childish reasons… Heh. Make me so paiseh now. Hahaha. Anyway, you were well known too lor!

ZY: Ok. Thanks.

Eloise: Well, if you realize, you are the only one who doesn’t understand my entry. So most probably the problem lies with your inability of understanding rather than the things I’ve wrote! J Anyway, what's that you've been watching lately!?

Chilli: Ya lo.

Jac: So small that I got to know you!!!

Yunz: That’s IF you’re staying in Japan la. Japan standard of living so HIGH!

Yee: Hahaha. It’s the best I can come out!

WS: For a moment, I’m wondering are you targeting at Me or those imposters.

Weny is //Aching// on 5 May 2005 ; Thursday

Now Playing // Britney Spears' Do Something //

Despite the time being 1am now, I am still blogging. Why? Because I love you guys too much.

Wahahahaha. Like real.

Ok la. I do love some of you out there who are reading my blog. Some. But not all. CRAP. CRAP. CRAP. (trying to fill up more spaces)

Anyway, Bryan and I have bought lots of things lately! Some of the major items are:

*drums roll*

So sweeeetttt. Couple couple.

MP3 players smaller or about the size of a VISA mini card! Well, of course the pinkish red one belongs to me and the silver one belongs to Bryan. We had wanted to get an ipod mini but it's not mini enough for us. Haha. So we settled for this.

Next.

We bought a new bed side table and TV rack for our room too! Now the room looks so much better. But then again the wooden brown bed spoils it all. So wasted right? Everything in place except the bed. Don't even think about suggesting us to change it cause it is not even one year old.

(Will post pictures of the things soon.)

Oh oh oh. We got new curtains as well. But Bryan is too lazy to fix it. *Angry*

Anyway guys, I am going to Bangkok again in 2 weeks time. Not for shopping but for the food. I miss NAM TOK noodles and the Kaya bread so much I am willing to fly there just for the sake of it. :(

And if you guys are wondering, No. I did not strike the lottery.

That's not a toy dog!

Ciaoz.